Monday, November 5, 2007
I'm back
later
Monday, September 24, 2007
Monday, September 10, 2007
Sephiroth's Issue
I found this one too, also quite hilarious. It sounds like something tyler would make.
Friday, September 7, 2007
FF7 Restaurant
haha Final Fantasy 7 is perhaps my favorite video game ever, so I thought this parody was hilarious.
Thursday, August 16, 2007
I need a name...
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
Sunday, August 12, 2007
A really big descision
My parents finally caved and are gonna let me switch schools if i want to, heres the thing; I can't decide. I could use some help, but please be serious and not give me stuff like we'll miss you, or the like. Heres a complete overview of my situation...
I currently go to SP private school, and there is nothing that I hate more in the known universe. Most of the people there despise me. I've been practically begging to leave for several years now, and I have got one opportunity, that if I pass up, I will never get again. I'm constantly picked on at SP, and the people there are for the most part awful. On the upside, I do have a few really good friends that I would really regret leaving behind. My cross-country team is awesome this year (consisting of both overall skill, and a lot of my friends). Academic challenge is completely unique at SP (we don't care about the outcome unlike other schools) and is a lot of fun (my friends). SP sounds better on a college application than a public school, but I would probably excel more at the public school.
Some lists...
Why I should stay
good for college
friends
I don't know if I'll hate the other school more
XC
I hate change
German class
I will lose absolutely all of the little respect I am given by my class
My family spent $600 on a varsity jacket, and class ring, which is non-refundable
Why I should go
I hate SP
The people there treat me like I'm lower than dirt for the most part
I have higher potential to excel
I can broaden my horizons
I can make new friends
I can start over to some degree, and not be the weird kid, just the new kid
I'd get to see my dad during the day
I can rekindle old friendships
I might be happier
Those are the facts of the case, and they are undisputed. (A few good men is an awesome movie...)
So, please give me your input, but keep in mind this isn't a vote, and its highly important.
Thank you.
Saturday, August 11, 2007
Subdivisions (Music Test Revisited)
What does next year have in store for me?
>The Shortest Straw-Metallica
What does your love life look like?
>Sacred Heart-Dio (weird I got this one last time????)
What do I say when life gets hard?
>The Last in Line-Dio
What do I think of when I get up in the morning?
>Revelation (Mother Earth)-Ozzy Osbourne (weird answer)
What song will I dance to at my wedding?
>Kickstart My Heart-Motley Crue (LOL)
What do you want to do for your career?
>Arterial Black-Drist (makes no sense, I was hoping for I wanna Rock by Twisted Sister)
Your favorite saying?
>Chapter Four-Avenged Sevenfold
Favorite place?
>Carry me Home-The Living End (my answers made a lot more sense last time around)
What do you think of your parents?
>Toxicity-System of a Down
Where would you go on a first date?
>Jump in the Fire-Metallica (yay pyros!)
Drug of Choice?
>I Could have been a Dreamer-Dio
Describe yourself.
>Live and Let Die-Guns N' Roses (works for me)
What is the thing I like doing most?
>Girls, Girls, Girls-Motley Crue (you have no idea how much I'm laughing, remember these are all random answers given to me by my computer)
What is your state of mind like at the moment?
>Fight Fire with Fire-Metallica (not inaccurate)
How will I die?
>Aerials-System of a Down (???)
The song that will be played at your funeral?
>Dust in the Wind-Kansas (wow, thats dead on)
The song you'll put as the subject?
>Subdivisions-Rush
The song that describes my friendships?
>The Call of Ktulu-Metallica (haha sweet song)
The song that describes my future marriage?
>Since I Don't Have You- Guns N' Roses (oh thats real nice to know...)
The song that describes my future children?
>Believer-Ozzy Osbourne
The song that describes what this summer will be like?
>Dust in the Wind-Kansas (again, summer is almost over and I've had no vacation, so it makes sense)
The song that describes what people think of me?
>Shot in the Dark-Ozzy Osbourne (not too far from the truth)
The song that describes how I'll do in school?
>The Final Countdown-Europe (WOOOOOO!!!!!)
The song that describes how nice of a career I'll have?
>Crazy Crazy Nights-KISS (yay night shift)
The song that describes my personality?
>Tom Sawyer-Rush (not a bad description)
Friday, August 10, 2007
Tuesday, August 7, 2007
"No Leaf Clover"
Well it really describes a lot of my day today.
And I quote...
"Then it comes to be that the soothing light at the end of your tunnel, was just a freight train coming your way."
I believe that says it all, except for one thing, and that is the reason. The reason is simple, today was the first day of cross-country practice, and guess how many miles they threw at me? 10!!!!!!!!!!!!!! We are training for a 3 mile race, and in 3 years I have never been forced to do such a thing. Sadly I didn't even get to finish, because I managed to get one heck of a cut on the back of my ankle... I was forced to finish on a bike, by the coach. Not to say I'm not grateful for the bike, its just the fact that it was mortifying.
Well, I guess tomorrow's a new day (this one with a wonderful new invention called medical tape), so maybe I can redeem myself.
~Storm~
Thursday, August 2, 2007
Guitar Hero has been defeated!!!!!
Saturday, July 28, 2007
A Third Blog
I have one more "new" blog site to add...
http://duct-tape-phantom.blogspot.com is another new blog, which is focusing itself on advice and the the future of the human race. Please check it out, the link is already up... (Master Phantom)
~Storm~
Guitar Warrior
Friday, July 27, 2007
: ( not so good today
later...
Friday, July 13, 2007
Firefox Doesn't Play Well With Others
Tyler showed me this and I find it hilarious, so' I'm putting it on my blog. Have fun.
Thursday, June 28, 2007
Time to laugh... possibly quite a lot
Scroll Down...
A little more...
I think you can handle it...
Ok just a tiny bit more now....
Ok I lied.....
PERFECT....
Tuesday, June 19, 2007
100th post
I'm going to Columbus tomorrow. That should keep me entertained for a while. By the way Tyler got a job, so be sure to congratulate him.
Monday, June 18, 2007
Monday, June 11, 2007
I added a playlist....
Friday, June 8, 2007
Recent News
The whole driving test was rather nerve racking. Driving is easy, unless the person sitting next to you is evaluating your every move. Then it can be a little bit more difficult. I did well enough to pass, but just barely (hehehe much like the written test, because I ran out of time). But now I can drive, and I guess thats good enough for me.
The whole being a junior thing isn't really that exciting. I mean its just a title that really doesn't mean anything. The only good thing is that I only have two more years of high school, then I have college. College will hopefully be better than St. Paul's, but I think anything would be better than St. Paul's. I hate it here.
I scored advanced on all of my OGTs except writing. I don't feel too bad about the writing one because nobody got advanced on it this year. Our English teacher was a little upset, but he will get over it. Personally I think that they just raised the grading standards for the writing portion.
And of course, I cannot forget my brother, whose birthday was on the sixth. Happy belated birthday!
Summer Rules!!!!
Monday, June 4, 2007
Metallica - Mama Said
This is probably the closest Metallica has ever come to country, and had it not been for Tyler, I would've never known that this was indeed Metallica. Its a good song.
Friday, June 1, 2007
I do understand the Bible...
Wow! You are awesome! You are a true Biblical scholar, not just a hearer but a personal reader! The books, the characters, the events, the verses - you know it all! You are fantastic!
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ANIMOLOGY: What Animal Are You? Your Result: Blue Fox You are the blue fox! A total perfectionist and a true born leader. You can never resist a challenge! Your Soul Mate is the Yellow Trout and you loathe the Indigo Beaver. | |
Silver and Red Wolf | |
Teal Cat | |
Red Jaguar | |
Gold Falcon | |
Ocre and Gray Dolphin | |
Tan Giraffe | |
Yellow Trout | |
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What mental disorder do you have? Your Result: GAD (Generalized Anxiety Disorder) You can never seem to calm down and always feel anxious for unknown reasons. You tend to not be able to concentrate and have headaches or other anxiety symptoms. | |
Paranoia | |
Manic Depressive | |
OCD (Obsessive Compulsive Disorder) | |
ADD (Attention Deficit Disorder) | |
What mental disorder do you have? |
what metal genre are you? Your Result: Classic Metal The type that started it all!, Dark bluesy rock combined with wailing vocals and even some new fretwork, original uncompromising and daring this is what metal was all about and in essence still is | |
Death Metal | |
Black metal | |
Nu metal | |
Power Metal | |
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Absolute Stupidity
Thursday, May 31, 2007
I might as well join everyone else...
Others see you as an exciting, highly volatile, rather impulsive personality; a natural lead, who's quick to make decisions, though not always the right ones. They see you as bold and adventuresome, someone who will try anything once; someone who takes chances and enjoys an adventure. They enjoy being in your company because of the excitement you radiate.
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What Be Your Nerd Type? Your Result: Musician Doo doo de doo waaaa doo de doo! (<-- That's you playing something.) Everyone appreciates the band/orchestra geeks and the pretty voices. Whether you sing in the choir, participate in a school/local band, or sit at home writing music, you contribute a joy to society that everyone can agree on. Yay! Welcome to actually doing something for poor, pathetic human souls. (Just kidding.) | |
Literature Nerd | |
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Sunday, May 27, 2007
One more amazing guitar
Saturday, May 19, 2007
I have not forgotten about my blog just yet!!!
Well, over the course of the past 3 days I've practiced playing my guitar so much that my fingers are coming dangerously close to bleeding. I guess that kind of gives new meaning to the phrase "working your fingers to the bone," because I can now say that I have almost accomplished that... its cool.
I learned all of "Ride the Lightning" except the solo... the solo is a power chord arpeggio thats faster than most normal arpeggios that I have seen. I'll learn it eventually... just not now. Today I made it my mission to start learning "The Call of Ktulu," and my mom wasn't too thrilled that I started practicing at 1 in the morning... what, I couldn't sleep. Also, I learned a bit of "Alone" by Sanctus Real (did I spell that right?), which is also an awesome song.
I ran again earlier this week, it was like 80+ degrees out, so needless to say it was a little hot out.
Ok, so now I've got some pictures of guitars, that I found on the internet. I plan to own them someday... they would definitely be in my dream collection.
My future collection is a thing of beauty isn't it?
Sunday, May 13, 2007
The tortures of long distance running...
~Storm~
Paint is an awesome Program!
Saturday, May 12, 2007
Master of Puppets
This is the song my blog is named after. Sylvia made the Youtube part for me, so thank you very much.
Thursday, May 10, 2007
New Stuff
Tuesday, May 8, 2007
Mystery Person Revealed
I'm having a fairly good, and random day. I have to go drive with the instructor soon... last time yay!!!
See y'all later.
~Storm~
Friday, May 4, 2007
Nonsense....
Thursday, May 3, 2007
Another Day...
Hardly anything interesting has happened here in Norwalk for a while. Hopefully that will change soon.
In other news, I drove to Danbury this last Sunday, and nobody was injured as a result of my driving, so that means I must be getting better at it. I had a great time that day, and I am again thanking Sylvia and her family for having me over.
In other other news I have learned a ton of the song "For Whom the Bell Tolls" on guitar. Along with a good portion of "Master of Puppets." So somebody go ahead and tell me that I'm too obsessed with Metallica, I dare you. XD
We'll see where that gets.
Today we had a test in physical science, over a bunch of rocks.... we were supposed to memorize them, but I put no effort into it. I still think that I did ok. I just put graywacke for the ones that I didn't know (graywacke is a completely unidentifiable rock that could have been virtually any of the rocks that I wrote it down for). I also got a 16 out of 20 on a math "elephant quiz," that I expected to get maybe 2 right on. For those of you who don't know what "elephant quizzes" are I will explain, they are these tests over completely useless trivial little math facts, like the unit circle (sorry math enthusiasts, but I hate the unit circle with a passion) that we get once a week.
The song that best describes my day is... "Symphony of Destruction" by Megadeth. Random I know. This post has violated the laws of reality by mentioning both Metallica and Megadeth in the same post, and the same sentence.
I have to type a Friday report for earth science on astronomy. It should be easy, so I think that I will start it now.
Later...
~Storm~
Saturday, April 28, 2007
Above the Clouds
Recent Computer Endeavors
In other news prom is tonight, so everyone who is going, have fun.
Monday, April 23, 2007
My life currently
^__^
Sunday, April 22, 2007
Some pictures from guitar practice...
(this is me)
(Tyler)
(Lola and Laila, strong family resemblance no?)
OK, so now that all of the introductions are complete...
(A totally random picture that was taken by accident)
(Tyler took this one, pretty awesome, I mean seriously who can hold a guitar and take a picture of it at the same time?)
(Some trick playing, only the privileged few get to see me play behind my head, in person. It's rather difficult, but challenges are fun. "Sweet Child O' Mine" is one of the few songs I can actually use this trick for.)
(The next Steve Vai... If you have ever seen Steve Vai play, you'll get that. If not look him up. Tyler's the man.)
(In addition to being the man, he was also very tired. XD
Too much caffeine, I assume... see the empty Mt. Dew can... well that was already there, but oh well you get the point.)
Friday, April 20, 2007
Tremolo picking... one of the coolest guitar techniques ever
I am developing a guitar playing style (as mentioned above), and it is still quite basic. But here's some of what it includes: fast power chords, tremolo picking, clean (on the amp, when I can effectively use it), some slides and of course really fast finger/pick tapping (I don't really know if that is the technical term for it). A few of you have heard that last technique, and it is by far my favorite to use spontaneously.
RANDOM STUFF!!!
Next, it has been suggested that I talk about cheese. Cheese is cool!!! I like almost every kind of cheese. American is my favorite. What is your favorite kind of cheese? Melted or cold?
I now have AIM so if anyone wants my screen name thing, contact me via email or phone or whatever.
So my brother doesn't like taking vitamins in the morning, so he hides them around the house. He got caught today... It was kind of funny. Besides my brother, who hides vitamins?
I guess Tyler's coming over tomorrow or sometime. I have yet to finalize the details, but it should be interesting.
Sylvia is singing at a wedding (sorry I didn't mention this sooner).
The weather here is awesome! Not freezing any more, because freezing+Storm=bad. It actually feels kind of like Spring now. I hope it stays like this, and perhaps gets warmer. Not a cloud in the sky right now.
And finally and most importantly it is the weekend!
This has been a series of random thoughts from Storm.
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
Sunday, April 15, 2007
Yesterday
Tyler said that the AMP stuff takes some getting used to, but I think that I'm not even gonna try.
Francisco break-danced, and surprisingly didn't break anything (just kidding Ocsicnarf, or Francisco whichever you like). If you can't tell, I'm in an excessively good mood today.
See ya!
Saturday, April 14, 2007
WINDOWS 2000!!!
*salutes Alex* (only people who know Alex will get that...)
Thursday, April 12, 2007
Metallica Ride The Lightning
Ok, so this is awesome. It is a slide show of some of the coolest lightning pictures ever taken. Again, there is a bit of langauge, but this is overall one of my favorite metal songs. Credit for the video goes to "electro" and credit for the pictures goes to whoever took them.
By the way, this song is one of the few songs that I HAVE to learn on guitar, so wish me luck.
Victory over the Computer!!!
Hero of the Day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Tuesday, April 10, 2007
Master of Puppets (music that describes me)
>Hide Your Heart by KISS (that isn't good...)
What does your love life look like?
>Sacred Heart by Dio
What do I say when life gets hard?
>For Whom the Bell Tolls by Metallica (wow, I sound depressed right now don't I?)
What do I think of when I get up in the morning?
>We Rock by Dio (???)
What song will I dance to at my wedding?
>Thunderstruck by ACDC (is that even possible?)
What do you want to do for your career?
>Fight Fire with Fire by Metallica (so far of the ones that made any sense, this is by far the most ominous)
Your favorite saying?
>All Hells Breakin Loose by KISS (I suppose that kind of makes some sense... ha ha ha)
Favorite place?
>Hangar 18 by Megadeth (I have a dim future...)
What do you think of your parents?
>Seek and Destroy by Metallica (well, we do fight a lot, but we have never really destroyed eachother...)
Where would you go on a first date?
>Strange Highways by Dio (weird first date...)
Drug of choice?
>Run to the Hills by Iron Maiden
Describe yourself.
>Trapped Under Ice by Metallica (true, but perhaps even more frightening that the Fight Fire with Fire thing)
What is the thing I like doing most?
>Enter Sandman by Metallica (is that a valid answer?)
What is my state of mind like at the moment?
>We Rock by Dio (again ???)
How will I die?
>Nothing Else Matters by Metallica (huh? now that's what I call irony)
The song that will be played at your funeral?
>Flight of Icarus by Iron Maiden
The song you'll put as the subject.
>Master of Puppets by Metallica (and I thought the one before last was ironic)
The song that describes my friendships?
>Straight through the Heart by Dio
The song that describes my future marriage.
>For Whom the Bell Tolls by Metallica (man my future sounds awful right about now)
The song that describes my future children?
>Eye of the Beholder by Metallica (hmm.......)
The song that describes what this summer will be like?
>Forever by KISS (finally a positive song...)
The song that describes what people think of me?
>Tears are Falling by KISS (that's not good)
The song that describes how I will do in school?
>Looks that Kill by Motley Crue (that's gotta be a joke ha ha ha)
The song that describes how nice of a career I'll have?
>Don't Go Away Mad (Just Go Away) by Motley Crue
The song that describes my personality?
>Nothing Else Matters by Metallica (even more ironic than before, considering that it's my favorite song)
OK, I was right to be afraid of the results of this test.
Sorry for following the crowd on this, but it looked (and was) interesting/fun/hilarious.
Song from last year...
Oh, and Alex has requested that I update my blog so he can make fun of me. So don't listen to anything he says.
Saturday, April 7, 2007
A Test
85-100% You must be an autodidact, because American high schools don't get scores that high! Good show, old chap!
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I guess I did pretty good, considering that I'm only a sophomore.
Friday, April 6, 2007
Most Awesome Day Ever
Overall, this was the perfect week, and I give it 5 out of 5 stars (I would say at least 7 out of 5, but then Alex would have another foolish comment that I have made, to use against me (the lake cold)).
Wednesday, April 4, 2007
This week so far
ROCK ON!!!!!!!!!!!!!
More totally awesome pictures by Alex
Monday, April 2, 2007
Rush YYZ
YYZ by Rush, live. They are awesome, and this song ranks as one of the coolest instrumentals ever. Since this is live, it's even more impressive.
Sunday, April 1, 2007
Photos by Alex
(that reminds me of the movie "Independence Day")
Is Alex not "The Man"?
Hopefully I will get some of my own pictures to put on here soon...
Saturday, March 31, 2007
The Battle is Lost...
I'm gonna change the music here in a few minutes, I just don't know what I'm gonna change it to yet...
Friday, March 30, 2007
Heroes of the day
Dalton is a hero for the gym incident...
Wednesday, March 28, 2007
No more songs of the week...
Nothing like a true metal song...
Bad Day...
P.S. My aunt is supposedly reading this now, so if she could it would be nice of her to give my mom a call and try to convince her to let me take driver's ed. later, it would be very nice of her.
Tuesday, March 27, 2007
Working now
Monday, March 26, 2007
More Errors...
Sunday, March 25, 2007
Error...
Song of the Week part IV
By the way Tyler was here earlier, we sang happy birthday to Matt over the phone. It was a bit late though. He can also play this song.
Hero of the day part X and XI
P.S. I'm updating the music on my blog later if anyone is interested. I'm thinking GNR.
Friday, March 23, 2007
Hero of the Day part VIII and IX
Thursday, March 22, 2007
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MATT!!!!/Hero of the Day part VII
Another new blog
(I might be wrong though, who knows for sure)
Tuesday, March 20, 2007
Cold Weather
These were taken by Alex, and they are of the icicles we walked under "gasp."
By the looks of these pictures, it is safe to say that people are happy that Spring is almost here.
By the way, the icicle pictures were taken at "Firelands Rails To Trails," I volunteer there. The work is a lot of fun. If anyone is interested try to contact me. It counts for (easy) service hours.
I forgot!
School is just plain boring
In other news Daniel found his math binder. This is good, because we just started taking notes in class again (ZZZ...ZZZ...ZZZ...).
I'm working on getting weather pictures for the next post.
In the mean time, thought this was funny, considering that it was on a shoe box, that I got for Christmas.
I thought it was funny, but I have a weird sense of humor. Who eats shoe boxes anyway?
I guess it's a mystery (note, there weren't any of those poisonous things that you normally find in shoe boxes either (there may have been at one point or another though).
Please give me some ideas for an interesting post, I'm desperate.
Monday, March 19, 2007
Busy Day
I have a small amount of free time before I have anything else to do.
Anyone got anything interesting to talk about? Please tell me, my brain has been slowed by the boring and repetitive process of note taking.
Sunday, March 18, 2007
Song of the Week part III
Hero of the day part VI
Friday, March 16, 2007
Hero of the day part V
The end of the OGTs
Thursday, March 15, 2007
Hero of the day part IV
Just so everyone knows, I have the next 2 heroes figured out.
Going Mobile... Into the Digital Age
Totals;
5 times being sung to in English
1 time being sung to in German
1 time being sung to over the phone (laughs (this was also counted under English))
About a thousand "happy birthdays," the majority as I have said from Francisco.
Announcements;
www.duct-tape-phantom.blogspot.com will be going into the digital age
My grandpa gave me his old laptop so I should be able to update more often (once I get the Internet). I have a lot of work to do before I get to that point though.
Overall it was a good birthday.
P.S. see the next post!
4 down 1 to go
I should probably do my Friday report, but I'm not too concerned. Its cold again...
So a big storm went through last night, it was cool. A tornado hit somewhere though, so pray for anyone who might have been effected.
Wednesday, March 14, 2007
Hero of the Day part III
:)
More OGT's
So I gave them almost four pages of my social theories, how to enforce them, their effects on the society, and why I think that what I wrote is the right thing to do.
Here's some of my ideas
prohibition of alcohol (outside of religious ceremonies)
prohibition of the development and testing of nuclear devices (that's about as liberal as I go)
more rights to police, less probable cause, drug testing, drug task forces
elimination of stigmas towards people who are different in any way from the average person
and teaching good values to the next generation
I think I covered enough on that one to get a good score.
The other essay was just a story.
WE GOT DONUTS!!!
That's all for now.
Tuesday, March 13, 2007
Hero of the Day part II
:)
OGT's continued
We are getting donated blueberry donuts tomorrow. I know, because I helped unload them.
No Daniel today, so if he reads this feel better. Also, Daniel try to contact me if you read this tonight by any chance, I need to talk to you about a variety of important things.
I'm really sore from weight lifting yesterday, and bike riding today I am impressed that I can even stand. The weird thing is it didn't bother me at all until after school (typical). But the bike ride was nice, the weather was awesome today. It was like a little bit of summer. But the bad news is that I here it will be snowing again by Friday(UGH).
I don't know what OGT I take tomorrow, but I want to say that it's writing, but regardless of what it is I still don't care.
Monday, March 12, 2007
OGT's
I have only taken one, and I already am unable to stand them. They are a waste of my time. And worst of all; my teacher said there would be donuts, when I got there NO DONUTS! It was awful. One plus is that I have virtually no classes this week.
In other news, the rest of my day was normal. My friend is making a computer game and I am a character, so I came up with some suggestions for him. My character will be awesome if I can help it. I will explain more later, when the game's layout is a bit more concrete.
I can't convince Francisco to hold off on whatever it is he claims to be planning. If you read this I am begging you to wait until Friday or Saturday... please, Thursday is potentially dangerous as you learned earlier.
Nothing else is new though.
P.S. Katy wants to be the next hero of the day what do you all think of that? I think that its a good idea.
Sunday, March 11, 2007
Hero of the Day
I will end this by simply saying "Daniel you are the man!"
Saturday, March 10, 2007
Song of the Week part II
P.S. The next new music post will be Monday after OGT week, so this song will get a little more than a week.
Friday, March 9, 2007
Song of the Week...
Thanks
Still on my own...
BIOHAZARD
Tuesday, March 6, 2007
A different light part III
Fears (in order of severity(also please excuse my poor use of grammar)): losing my family or friends, water (drowning), heights (falling), small confined spaces/large open spaces, people I don't know, anything involving the obscure and painful ways that I might die, spiders, snakes, clowns (just kidding on that one, although they are rather strange...), anything that is truly evil, caring too much, DISEASE (even anything that won't seriously hurt me), nearly every bad "what if" you can think of, not being able to express my true feelings, conspiracies I don't know about, people who seem as though they are putting on some kind of "act," (sometimes) people who I can't tell what they are thinking just by looking at them or listening to them, what people say about me behind my back, nuclear war, the Yellowstone Super volcano, failure, ever having too much responsibility, the thought that everything I do now may be for nothing, judgement, talking to people (the Internet is quite useful), being foolish in my choices, letting people down.
I enjoy: actually having friends (something that is new as of this year), anything that challenges me, listening to loud metal music, playing loud metal music on my guitar (could still use some work though), daydreaming, working on my computer, working out, running long distances, fixing stuff with duct tape, eating virtually anything with ranch dressing, going to XC meets (more for the hanging out than the racing), fishing (as long as I'm on land or someone is with me if I go in a boat), going on vacation with my family, a little bit of singing from time to time (as long as I'm the only one who can hear me (other people would either die laughing or experience terrible pain if they heard me sing)), driving (license soon I hope), bike riding, going to Matt's to do some serious video gaming with him and Chris.
I believe: in God, in some hope, that I have a future, that times will get better, some people do care, death isn't the end, Metallica is cool, symphonies are cool too, I have mixed feelings about nearly everything (the last two are prime examples), that if Al Gore ran for president he would win, I am doing better at expressing myself, blue green and red are the three coolest colors (I can't decide which is best), reading makes you smarter, the past is almost as important as the future, I live too far in the future and not enough in the present.
So those were just some random qualities/thoughts that I have had over the past two days. If they're hard to follow and repetitive I'm sorry.
Pyro Climber
Monday, March 5, 2007
New Friends
Saturday, March 3, 2007
The Storm Signal
Thursday, March 1, 2007
Just Some Stuff
I am still in a mental block phase, my mind hasn't come up with anything good to write about. So, I am just going to ramble.
To announce my final decision concerning track, I'm not doing it anymore. Why, I can't stand most of the team. Plus its just not fun like XC.
I got 2 B's on my mid-term so my parents are angry, really really angry. Both of them are unexplainable; English (for some stupid reason I'm sure), and Algebra 2 which makes no sense, because we have only had like 2 (completion) grades so far this quarter (so a dumber reason than English).
I missed getting an A on the standing long jump test in gym by 4 inches.
I had a frightening realization today of what it will be like after the next two classes graduate. I have a couple of friends in my grade, but the vast majority of them are older. None of them were here today, it was really strange. Unfortunately it forced me to interact with a lot of my class (bad (but a few of them were my friends so they were OK to talk to (its just that most of them weren't))). If this is what its like the next 2 years I want to go somewhere else, because I would go insane.
Tuesday, February 27, 2007
Exhaustion
Sunday, February 25, 2007
Mental Block
I could use some ideas on what to write about too. If anyone has any suggestions, please voice them. I'd be happy to talk about nearly anything.
Saturday, February 24, 2007
Puzzles
*note the first three posts are easy (this one the last one and the one before that)
**hint some letters just don't fit
Enough of the TV Stars!!!!!!!!!!!
On top of that, they get away with breaking laws all the time, from being caught with drugs to drunk driving. They never get in trouble, so what makes them so special, if I did anything like that I'd be looking at jail-time! But not them they're just so special (HA). I say arrest every one of them that has ever broken a law, to teach them a lesson about justice. No one should be immune to punishment. If I were any of them I would much rather serve my punishment in this life, because after its over there's no going back. Not that I'm qualified to make judgements like that, I'm just saying that I wouldn't want to take the risk.
Look at today's most influential people, we should be ashamed that we allow them to do what they do. The worst part is, that people are being influenced to act like them all of the time. A prime example is my class, just look at them for like five minutes and you'll see this. The girls all act like whats her name Paris something. And the guys all try to be like every comedian they see on comedy central,and quite frankly they do very poor impressions.
It all comes down to them being "starved for attention," if anyone is starved for attention its me (that was blunt), I just know how to control myself most of the time.
So here's an idea; stop idolizing idiots, and wake up to reality. You'll never be one of them because face it, you go to St. Paul's which means you weren't born famous, or rich enough to be famous. I know its harsh but its true, and the truth hurts. I'm not saying you will never be famous, I'm saying you won't be famous for accomplishing nothing at all, you will have to do something important first. Good luck with that.
To most of my overly obsessed class, these are stars not you.
Figure that out.
Clue: it has to do with the picture
A different light part II
People always see me the wrong way and it drives me insane. Is that reasonable? I have no means of truly expressing myself accurately. I often try, but people (my class in particular) twist my image well enough to convince everyone that I am some terrible uncaring monstrosity of a person (if they give me the courtesy of calling me a person I don't know). I would like to tell them all to go take good looks at themselves, and tell me what they see. Most of them (not all) would see exactly what they describe me as.
I understand that I started this post on a rather dark note, but I needed to say something. As I mentioned on Katy's blog in one of the comments, I am forced to keep silent about things that really matter to me. These things range from political issues to feelings. I want to express my views, but if I do everything will backfire and end up hurting me. So, as of right now, I don't care and I am going to speak my mind about everything that is thrown at me.
I have to start somewhere, so I think our nation's war is a good place to begin. I didn't want to go to war, but we're there, so we have to stay there until we're finished. If we don't we're all as good as dead when Iraq falls back into a stronger dictatorship, which is bound to happen. I don't think anyone, except the people who have been off at war, have the right to complain about it.
Next, the corrupt nature of our living environment(s). People (c)all me bad, but w(h)ile I'm certainly n(o)t perfect I qu(o)te the Bible and say "Let he who is without sin cast the first stone." John 8:7. As you can see I know I'm not perfect, just wish peop(l)e would treat everyone well, because we're all on the same "playing field" when it comes to sin. I also believe that we need to acknowledge this if we truly want to get to Heaven. I just want to see people get along.
Sorry for repeating myself from post to post, but something must be done.
I don't know how you feel on this but, I would like you to tell me. If there's any hope at all its difficult to find, but some support would help.
This was more on my feelings, so I will probably continue this post with something more concrete later.
Try to find the hidden word, this one's easy.
Clue: Its the environment I talk about through nearly the whole thing, and it is really easy.
Friday, February 23, 2007
Katy's Poems
Weekends
School was boring (as usual). We learned (oh no) in German class. I guess I have to type a "Friday Report," that is due Monday, for Earth Science. My physical science teacher was freaking out because the OGT is in two weeks and she thinks we aren't ready. Other than that nothing even remotely interesting has happened. Hopefully the weekend will be good.
Thursday, February 22, 2007
Gym
I also hold the unofficial track (weight-lifting) record for wide grip pull-ups. I got eight, no body else got one.
It helps that I trained all summer for this.
So wish me luck in my future endeavors to break other gym records like sit-ups and maybe the running tests.